Monday, March 19, 2012

Realization

Yesterday I was a little heart broken, i am just there, just someone to help, then I realized, time does make the heart grow fonder. Duh. I am around to much. Missing my mom for the last 36 years, I didn't want anyone to feel that, but they will, I won't live forever. I try to do what I can to ease lives, what I hear is, my life sucked. A persons job is to make your families life better than yours, and let me tell you, I did that two folds. This may all be menopause, but being sad sucks. Most people brought up like me could care less about others, I am the opposite, I care more, I don't want anyone to be sad, to be hurt or to have to struggle, it makes me cry, and I get treated like a piece of furniture until needed. This isn't for anyone to feel sorry for me, my niece Traci taught me that blogging helps you feel better, and she is so right. I miss her not being on Facebook, I understand why she's not, but I miss her. Hope y'all have a blessed day, and I am O.K

Darla Wood